Confusion

I have so much bottled up inside and I don't even know how to get it out. There is so much going on and I can't write about it b/c some of it I cannot put into words. Right now my biggest issue is I am sick--somehow I caught a cold. I don't want to get out of the bed and tonight I have to drive to Atlanta b/c I have a wonderful all day CLE :( When I can clear my head I will write more about all of my confusion.